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An Abecedarian for Stella

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At the Thanksgiving party I say a
bad word. Stella
covers her mouth, t-shirt
dinosaurs aghast.
Elena shakes her head, but it’s
funny I said, throwing
grapes into my mouth. Purple-haired Polly Pockets exchange
hellos while riding Kirby’s
ice cream cart as we
jump like
kangaroos between beds and I finally
learn the
meaning of
numbers: 24/7,
of all the hours in every day.
Pig-tail paint brushes of golden curly-
Q’s dyed to
root-beer red.
She cried and
told me about the punch-marked hole in the wall,
unseen like her dimples of
Venus.
While the only dimples I have are the ones on my face and her mother

forgets to write
XOXO — hugs and kisses — in her lunchbox, but it feels just like
yesterday at the Christmas party when we
zigzagged M&M’s in a trail and ran away.
 

Originally published in No Tokens Issue No. 10. View full issue & more.
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Victoria Kerrigan is a writer from Brooklyn, NY. She has been awarded a Scholastic Gold Key in Poetry and is a winner of The Live Poet’s Society of NJ’s Just Poetry Contest. She is a freshman at Kenyon College where she works as an associate for The Kenyon Review. She has a pet chicken called Toulouse.